Scramble the tracks just enough

Narrow yet still walkable

Leave room for me to cancel

Look back at how far we've come

Hoping we'll cross paths someday

The likelihood's fading away

I could say you're good enough

I could tell you all that you're afraid of

I could say what it's about

I could tell you no one has it figured out

But you already know

We're one and the same

But we'll walk alone

I'm not your saving grace

I know it shouldn't matter

But it's almost in my control

You'll rummage through notes I left

And think about where they could've ended up

And if we meet at a border

We'll lock eyes then turn away

You might just be grateful

I didn't give you the time of day instead

I could say you're good enough

I could tell you all that you're afraid of

I could say what it's about

I could tell you no one has it figured out

Truthfully there's not much I can do

It's only relevant to a certain version of me right now

Truthfully I think I idolise you

So don't beat yourself up for thinking that you're unworthy now

The tears are burning my eyes

Knowing I can't give you the peace of mind you need

'Cause truthfully there's nothing I can do

Overestimated the number of onlookers

Interpreted your advice as fallacies

Kept my mouth shut to avoid the confrontation

Not quite tapped into different shades of me

Watched friendships rot from behind the monitor

No frame of reference for what love can look like

Deathly afraid of boredom

Romanticise walking away

I can make it up to you somehow