I'm gon' die

I'm gon' die

I don't know when, I don't know how

I don't know why

Now I'm gon' lie

I'm gon' lie

I'm terrified, as any other guy

Oh my, oh my

I love the earth

I love the sea

God, I love the sky

But when I die

Don't you dare cry

No, don't you dare cry

I'll tell you why

All of my life I have lived

With one rule to help me survive

All of my life I have lived

With one rule to help me survive

I will not die

Oh, I will not die

While I am still alive

Now, I don't decide

But I will not hide

We all must abide

Yes, we all must abide

I'll tell you why

I don't take your side

Sides are all narrow

The ocean is wide

I think you need me

To sublimate this into

Something that

You can chew, anything

More like you

Normal ain't what I do

I've been too close to the darkness

Too long to not see the truth

See I've been rejected from normal trajectory

Since I've been objected to so many pain

So many pain, so many pain

Only a song can try to explain

But when we go

When we go

When we finally let it all go

But when we go

When we go

When we finally let it all go

You say goodbye

You all say goodbye

I'll say hello

Hop and I go and you won't see more of me

Falling through the floor and the flow's got hold on me

Flowing in the flow and flow is God in me

Eeny, Miny, Moe, mining more means more of me

Many mining more and I core just more of me

Any miner knows that the call is calling me

Any mining more and there won't be any me

Stop this, I don't want this, let me

Disrupt all this self-destructiveness, I

Digress but there's dire stress in me, if I

Die graceful then there's something wrong with me

I congress all my self to myself

And I protest all this slow press, and I shelf

All this nonsense about being ok with this

So chivalrous, I'm not ok with this

I'm gonna cave from this

I ain't going to stand on my grave

And just reach out my hand to the great abyss

Let me tell you this

I'm still a body, just a body

And I'm just like everybody

I'm a flesh and bone embodied

Sense of self that needs to badly

Recognise itself through oddly

Patterned shapes that go around it

But there is never anybody

It's just me, there is nobody

And I'm blind, but I still find it

All these shapes that help define me

Through the fog, they help outline me

As I scream with all my finite

Gasps of air into a universe that don't care

It's just echo of my own sowing

And I can't go or just let go of it

My imminent death is a weight in my chest, yo

My breath is congesting with all of this self flow

I can't breathe but I'm still spitting

And I don't believe but I'm still spitting

And I can't leave so I'm still spitting

And I can't breathe but I'm still spitting

Now, I'm gon' die

I'm gon' die

I don't know when, I don't know how

I don't know why